stronger

Life in a super new environment is not that easy. Adaptation, thats the word. New people, places,culture,thinking. Nothing's familiar. You're completely out of your comfort zone and its the real challenge. And its good sometimes. We have to figure out new things every single day. Its a changing process for better suited to that new environment.  For me, few days here feeling lonely ,sad and sorrow, dark and scary, nothing's seems right. I want my normal comfort teenage life back! My heart's screaming every single night! I cant believe my life would be like this, what am i doing right now is not me. I deserve more!..etc.. Normal. All these feeling will be last for weeks,months or even years depends individual. Then,you will understand that life is the climb,  its a learning process,at the end you're getting better and stronger! Inshaallah xx

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my 1st mc

This morning..
Sakit perut ,period pain.
Ya Allah kuatkan hati jgak nk g keja. Tapi 1tahap smpai dah xtahan, mampu duduk je dpan pintu rumah, sakit Allah yg tahu. Jam menunjukkan jam 8.15am. Tahan lg. Duduk mencangkung dpan pintu,ya Allah. Larat ke nk bwk motor ni? Muka pucat lesu. Dlm 10min++ jgk duduk je,tak mampu nk bangun. 8.40am Mis XXX call tnya masuk keje tak, aku tak mampu nk jawab. Tgn terketar2. Dgn sedikit kudrat, "period pain", tu je mampu keluar. Then aku tak pasti Miss XXX ckt ape..blank.. Aku yg dr td duduk sedaya upaya bangun, capai kunci masuk rumah,bilik. Terus merekot atas toto nipis itu. Ya Allah, Apa yg mampu aku buat. Msg Emma, rakan karib. Tak tau nk ngadu pd sapa. Tiada keluarga disini. Allahu akbar.
Terima kasih byk kpada Kak Lia, kwn sekampung even tak rapat pun b4 ni, rupanya tinggal di jalan kebun jgk. G klinik, dapat mc xoxo

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mother

Ques: Who should i give my love to after Allah and Rasulullah?
Ans: Your mother :)
Ques: Who next?
Ans: Your mother
Ques: Who next?
Ans: Your mother

I love you so much, youre my sunshine my only sunshine

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senyum

hanya mampu tersenyum walau sakit dan pedih Bunga matahari mampu menberi sinar dlm hidup kita,analulu
Xx

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